Thursday, March 29, 2007
Well, I'm sick again. Seems like the flu bug has half my class down on MC. Ive been worrying about my grades, seems like I'm not doing too well with my maths, but other then that
everythings pretty normal.
Well, just yesterday someone asked me why I like sleeping so much. Well I've thought about it for a while and I've come to a conclusion that i enjoy sleeping so much is because............I don't have to deal with any kind of crap life throws at me. When I sleep, I tend not to dream that much, dreaming to me is... Well, too much like life. Sleeping to me is an escape from everything, there's no one to irritate you, no one to stab you in the back, nothing to make you feel bad, nothing to make you feel guilty. There is an absolute nothing, just a large space where i can forget about things.
I guess its like drugs, or smoking. You can escape reality for a few moments, but sooner or later your gonna have to come back.
Things have been quite bad lately, its not the problems i cant solve that bother me, its those which I can. I just feel like exploding. I need someone which I can trust, a person who wont back stab. I suppose I've met these people not too long ago. But with my amazing parents who broke up during my
PSLE, moving house 3 times in less then 2 months right in the middle of my freaking exams. Thanks
alot. Then there are those people who call themselves friends, who ditched me when I needed them the most, funniest thing?
They're from my church. After all this crap and more, I find it hard to trust people. Some day Ill explode if I
don't talk to someone.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
A SIMPLE SURVEY
my teacher once said: Oh bloody hell lah! Stupid computer
never in my life have i regretted: Knowing Jesus
the people who can drive me nuts but then can always make me smile are: Julian, Dong Yun, my whole cell lol
when im nervous: Think
the last time i laughed was: few mins ago
my hair is: Too long.... Much too long
my CCA is: Scouts
this year so far is: Messy
when i turn my head left i see: My guitar, and my pillow :)
calendar.when i turn my head to the right i see: a door......
when i look down i see: A dollar! hey i found a dollar
the craziest recent event:Passing my stop for about 10mins caus i was sleeping on the bus
by this time next year: I would be taller
i have a hard time understanding: Why people like to slap each other
one time at a family gathering:I slept lol
you know i like: A light-hearted moment
if i won an award the 1st person i thank is: God
triangles are:pokey
my ideal breakfast is: ham and eggs
what do i feel like doing now: Sleeping
i am married: Nope
the world could do with: Christ
i would rather lick a belly of a cockroach: Then to switch church
most recent thing you bought yourself: A book
most recent thing someone bought you: A stuffed dog
my least fave time of the day: Evening
the last time i was high: Today in school
i shouldnt: Eat so much
last night: Chatted with Grace and LMYN
there's this girl i know: Whos slacks more then me
i'll tell the next person who makes me happy: HAhahahahaha
im listening to: Eric Clapton-Change the world
i last ate: Chicken :)
my bedsheet is: Old?
on the table: Cup of water, bowl of corn flakes, math book. more food. another cup with milk for my corn flakes and a spoon
my full name is: Liu WenRong David
Friday, March 02, 2007
Ive once heard someone say " If only Ive got 263 for
PSLE, I
wouldn't have to take
MEP." And as fate proves its self once again. Ive just head another person utter such nonsense again. But this time its worse, this someones complaining of not
achieving near perfection
academically.
Why cant people see blessings, but instead turn everything they do against themselves?
When
you've finally attained perfection for yourself, ask yourself this. What now? For the sake of twisted goals
you've overworked yourself. You may think its all for your own good, but if you were doing this for yourself, you would have just slowed down to your own pace.
You may not realise, but sometimes the geniuses are the ones you think are stupid. My friend for example, scored top prizes for two subjects in the school, got 263 plus for
PSLE but he is in
acs barker. Wasted? No, I
don't believe so, he told me that the only way to move
forward is at your own pace.
That's his reason for coming to barker
And another thing. ever think of how people in normal
stream feel? So
don't ever, ever say your not good enough. you
don't have the right to.
